An ode to my loved one

Love is such a wonderful thing...
But fragile it is; like a piece of string.
Cherish it forever all u guys...
The last thing u want is the sound of goodbyes.

Love is like chocolate cake...
U wish u could eat it forever - till u get a tummy ache.
How nice it would be to set aside our differences,
Live life and forget the consequences...

Love ain't an easy thing.
You never know what it may bring...
But no matter what happens, please smile.
Make everything we had, worthwhile...

The time we had was short - but sweet.
But u did so much; u got me off the ground, on my two feet.
Even though the times we spent were rare,
You always seem to be constantly there...

We're both captains of our own ship now.
Our paths have diverged somehow...
The circumstances which made it so are hard to explain,
But I guess it means nothing to u - now that I've thrown our relationship down the drain.

I'm sorry it had to be this way.
There's really nothing else for me to say.
I hope u'll see the path that God has laid for you...
For there's a reason for everything we go through.

I know it is hard for u to forgive...
I won't ask for anything else other than for u to live...
Live your life to the fullest my friend,
For this is what I would do; if I was still with u in the end.

Take care & God bless...

To all my experienced blogging friends out there, I sense that u all would have figured out the reason of my 1 week absence from the blogging scene... Yes, u've guessed it. I lost the will to blog. I almost fell victim to the curse of my unable-to-maintain-a-diary habit again. But the very fact that u're reading this shows that my fortune teller was way off about my lack of determination *stupid fortune cookie*

One important lesson that I've learnt this week was how waking up early could do wonders to your day... Many years ago, there was another Andy; an evil Andy, who could sleep till the wee hours of the afternoon. Life was good then. He didn't have to make the bed cause he would be sleeping again a couple of hours later anyway *grin*

He never had to tiptoe across the freezing toilet floor, never had to trifle with the morning flu and frozen noses, and never would he mistake his sister's room for the toilet again. (All u need to know is that it was dark and I kept my pants on k...) haha...

But now that my sis and I are sharing the car, I've got to send her to work in order for me to use it later. Only problem is that my sis is special... she ain't like all u other white, blue or red collar workers out there who works from 9-5.
She starts at 6am *notice my calm and sedate expression*
-_-

Her job u may ask? She's a nurse. One of the best out there - in my personal opinion. She works so hard that I couldn't live with myself if I didn't at least send her to work. She has a kind of radiance that makes her patients just, happy... except for that old pervert who keeps touching her hand. *grrrr...*

But 6am... other people are still prancing around in their fields of flowers in lalaland while I'm stoning at my balcony watching the grass grow. Then I asked myself... how could I make use of this time that God has given to me? Sure its cold, its dark, its quiet, its cold... (hmm, did I mention that already?) but why not make use of this precious couple of hours to get stuff done? Its amazing how much u can squeeze into a morning like this... managed to wash the car, vacuum the house, do all my laundry, clear my emails, do my weights, all before my lecture at 10am. Surely now of course I'm feeling like crap (muscle aching everywhere), but at least I'll go to sleep knowing that my work's done for the day.