I've been living without the internet for the past 2 weeks... Even resorted to humming the dial-up signal into the phone just to see if I could somehow get a connection... But to no avail... *sob sob*
I finally managed to fit everything into my room. Its quite a sight really... With boxes stacked up to the ceiling like towering skyscrapers, clothes heaped up like soaring mountains, and walking space the size of a minuscule shoe box... ^_^
Will be going down to Albany with my God-family next week *YaY!!!* Thank God for them ^_^
It just happened that I wanted to take a drive down by myself to some place I can't pronounce. Been in Perth for a couple of years straight now and it seems like the daily working + studying, 8 to 6 routine is getting to me. So I was quite surprised when my God-mum Julie (yes... Hi mum! ^_^) invited me on a road trip. Your Father hears all your prayers ^_^
Hey Jess... I hope you're enjoying yourself in Costa Rica ^_^ met any cute guys yet? In case you don't know, yes yours truly is your God-brother now. This means that I can officially make you eat your vegetables. *muahahaha*
Hey Qiong Hui! Oops! I mean Rae... Oops! I mean the girl from RJC-whom-I've-known-for-so-many-years-now-who-doesn't-want-to-be-named... I've got your CHRISTMAS CARD!!! So sweet of you... Thank you heaps!
To all the wonderful nurses and staff at Fertility North Clinic... It has been such a wonderful year working with all you amazing ladies. You all have such passion and love for what you do. I feel so fortunate to be part of this wonderful gender-biased family... (yes, I am the only guy there... Why do I always find myself in this situation? ^_^)
To my dear family back home in Singapore... I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
I could write more here about you... But I think that 4 hour conversation we had over the phone kind of summed up what I have to say... But this I can't say enough... I LOVE YOU ALL!!! *muak muak muak* ^_^
To the Lord, my dear Father...
At the lowest point of my life, I asked You for a family... You've blessed me with 3... One in Singapore who loves me like no other, one at work where all the nurses treat me like their son, and just recently my God-family who have graciously accepted me into their lives...
When my finances were low... You solved my problem in a matter of weeks, where it would have taken months...
You've opened up doors for me, and by Your undeserved favor blessed me to be where I am today.
I thank You for making my life story a testimony to Your glory and love... It has been an amazing journey my Friend...
And it will always be...
I can't wait for tomorrow,
For today has been great...
Yesterday was not just a memory,
But an experience that You've made...
You carry me through my troubles,
You hold me through my fears...
You lift me through my worries,
Letting me down only to wipe my tears...
Sometimes I lose sight of You,
But You never leave my side...
Sometimes I don't know who to turn to,
Only to find Your arms open wide...
My Friend, my Father,
My Lord, my God...
Thank You for loving me,
Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow... And Forever! Errm... *nod!* ^_^
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
~ A home that once was... ~
The place where I felt safe in,
months spent keeping it clean...
A home that once was is no more.
Building up the place bit by bit,
till we couldn't find a place to sit...
A home that once was is no more.
Finding my way around in the dark was a piece of cake,
especially when it's 3am and I'm half awake...
A home that once was is no more.
4 people used to live here,
then 3, 2 ,1 and now finally none...
A home that once was is no more.
A house of memories I leave behind,
some of which I really do not mind...
A home that once was is no more.
I sit now in the middle of an empty space,
which used to be my warm and cosy place...
A home that once was is no more.
Echoes ring in my ear as I wish it goodbye;
Closing the door behind me, I let out a big sigh...
A home that once was is no more.
After 2 years, 2 months and 11 days,
we finally decided to go our separate ways...
A home that once was is no more.
I walk next door into a whole new place;
an unfamiliar sight greets my face...
A home that once was, is now gone.
A place that once was,
is my home from now on...
Thursday, December 01, 2005
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Currently Reading: "The Bible Jesus Read" by Philip Yancey
Have to thank Auntie Julie for lending me this enlightening book to read. I'm not really into books so I was really surprised to find myself drawn to this interesting paperback. (Sad to say, the only books I've read from cover to cover were my cooking books... ^_^)
I love the fact he stated that the Old Testament shows a gradual but certain movement towards grace. Many do not realise this but the Old Testament is full of examples showing God's grace and mercy to His people, but it's a pity a lot of us (including me in the past) kept on focusing on God's supernatural ability to destroy heaps of people in ways the modern army could only dream of. Can't say I really agree with everything in this book, mainly because I believe firmly in the finished work of Christ.
In the first few chapters, he states Romans 11:22 which is about Paul telling us Christians about considering the kindness and sternness of God. He stops there and concludes that he would rather not only consider the kindness of God, but rely on God's self-revelation; potentially opening himself up to the sternness and judgemental of God. Trouble with this is Romans 11 talks about Israel's rejection of Jesus Christ and His grace. The severity of God only falls on those (Israel) who have rejected God; those who have broken off due to unbelief and as a result were hardened to the Good news of God's Son. Furthermore, Paul says that if you continue in His goodness, goodness will fall on you. This sounds very familiar to the Good news of Jesus Christ, don't you agree? ^_^
(*Note: when Paul writes that we continue in His goodness, it should not be mis-read as continuing to do good. You see, good works and behaviour comes out from knowing God's goodness. Basically, it's a fruit of experiencing the goodness of God. What that verse was implying is that if we allow ourselves to continue allowing our Father to let us experience His goodness, goodness will fall on you. If you don't agree with my point, just reflect back on the words, "His goodness" and let God reveal the truth to you. Trust me it works, because He revealed it to me. ^_^) Oh and also, I don't think God's covenant people Israel will stay in God's sternness for too long cause Romans 11:30-32 says that through their disobedience, we (all of us) have obtained mercy. And by the mercy shown to us, they (Israel) also may obtain mercy. Man... I like this chapter! ^_^
Nonetheless, this is only one of a few (I'm surprised that there isn't much more) things that I don't look eye to eye with. Its not a big deal, but I'm glad that the Lord revealed to me his intention for Romans 11 not as a judgement verse, but rather one to affirm and encourage His children (you and me ^_^).
Upon reading further, I've grown to love and respect the way Philip conveys his message across to the reader because he's not restrained by old traditions or religiosity, but rather follows God's inspiration and revelation. Any hint of religious thinking or old pious dogma always tends to send warning lights flashing in my Spirit.
Very soon I found myself reading this book with a peace in my soul so much so that I kinda enjoyed it
(Great job Philip... you've succeeded in making me fall in love with a bundle of literature) ^_^
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